Saturday, June 13, 2009

When Patience becomes Not a Virtue for LovE

When...

  • I worry i wouldn't want to see your face again..
  • My love would fade...
  • My heart gets tired...
  • My waiting would stain my heart...
  • I eventually forget without knowing you were still there...
  • Once a present and future suddenly turns to a simple past i can never recover and will refuse to look back to....
  • The sun on your face that once let me see everything around me in full spark turns to a mere spotlight fading...
  • Ur voice that i used to put together melodies for a perfect musical lyric turns to a mute note i would refuse to hear...
  • The colors i used to associate with the emotions you've brought me turns to nothing but a fading gray...
  • I find myself hearing another song that's completely out of our tracks...
  • I look at an image and i see a plethora of mini images and not be trapped anymore with my thoughts of you..
  • I feel my heart beating not for you anymore and the bruises vanish in thin layers of mist..
  • Seeing the sun setting above the ocean would finally mean a sunrise would not be a day of longing for you...
  • Ur name sounds a million yesterdays that would take a few zillions of mentioning before i can finally at least recognize...
  • I finally understand that love is never enough to keep me going...
  • Dreams would suddenly take place without you in it...
  • Crystal tears refuse to run but just froze on my cheek that it suddenly stings and leave a red scar to only let time take it away...
  • I realize it was never meant to be...
  • And when Thank You is the only thing left to say.

And so here lies my truth of having to let go of what would never be a happy ending and that 'somewhere else' is a better place to be.For sad endings does not always entail breakdowns and endless pretensions of 'I'm' just OKs' but a promise of another genuine smile...so much for a 'long distance' note.

1 comments:

iamloved June 14, 2009 at 4:31 AM  

Once a present and future suddenly turns to a simple past i can never recover and will refuse to look back to....

- that`s what i`m experiencing right now po :(

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