When Patience becomes Not a Virtue for LovE

When...

• I worry i wouldn't want to see your face again..
• My love would fade...
• My heart gets tired...
• My waiting would stain my heart...
• I eventually forget without knowing you were still there...
• Once a present and future suddenly turns to a simple past i can never recover and will refuse to look back to....
• The sun on your face that once let me see everything around me in full spark turns to a mere spotlight fading...
• Ur voice that i used to put together melodies for a perfect musical lyric turns to a mute note i would refuse to hear...
• The colors i used to associate with the emotions you've brought me turns to nothing but a fading gray...
• I find myself hearing another song that's completely out of our tracks...
• I look at an image and i see a plethora of mini images and not be trapped anymore with my thoughts of you..
• I feel my heart beating not for you anymore and the bruises vanish in thin layers of mist..
• Seeing the sun setting above the ocean would finally mean a sunrise would not be a day of longing for you...
• Ur name sounds a million yesterdays that would take a few zillions of mentioning before i can finally at least recognize...
• I finally understand that love is never enough to keep me going...
• Dreams would suddenly take place without you in it...
• Crystal tears refuse to run but just froze on my cheek that it suddenly stings and leave a red scar to only let time take it away...
• I realize it was never meant to be...
• And when Thank You is the only thing left to say.

And so here lies my truth of having to let go of what would never be a happy ending and that 'somewhere else' is a better place to be.For sad endings does not always entail breakdowns and endless pretensions of 'I'm' just OKs' but a promise of another genuine smile...so much for a 'long distance' note.